別了... 艾峯兒

我知道這一刻終究要來，只是真的發生時卻是這麼手足無措。有點失落，因為你離開的時候沒有說再見。

那天早上我試著要搖醒你，可是你沒有反應。看著你失去靈魂的身體，靜靜的躺在零散的桌上。試著要救回你，可是一切的舉動都只是更證明你已遠離。說好要一起共渡兩年的，而你先一步離去，留下我承受身邊的這些「由來只有新人笑」的揶揄。

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想起了張小雯的這首移情。是的，峯兒，新遇見的人是長得有點像你。

Second chance

It was miraculously accidental that I heard this song the first time on Saturday and found myself involved in the exact same story. I'll just let the lyrics speak for itself.

Second Chance
Songwriters: Bassett, Dave Richard; Smith, Brent;

My eyes are open wide
By the way I made it through the day
I watch the world outside
By the way I'm leaving out today

(*)I just saw Haley's Comet, she waved
Said, "Why are you always running in place?"
Even the man in the moon disappeared
Somewhere in the stratosphere

Tell my mother, tell my father I've done the best I can
To make them realize this is my life, I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying
Sometimes goodbye is a second chance

Please don't cry one tear for me
I'm not afraid of what I have to say
This is my one and only voice
So listen close, it's only for today

(repeat *)

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I am in a different position now, with the passing of my father, I have made my peace with him. I heard a demanding father yesterday, listened to his complaints about how ungrateful his son is, and I was urging the father to let go of the son. I really felt for the son, wanting to please his father but frustrated not being able to. I used to do (and subsequently failed) the same. Until one day I gave up and moved on to be me. From that moment on, we only talk twice a year on father's day and his birthday. The conversation was filled with routinely greeting.

Until one year he made an international call on my birthday, despite of the same old conversation, I sensed his approval. I found out he was so very proud of me, but I wish it could've come earlier.

So this is also a note to myself, wrote on Father's day, that never to become the same demanding, nothing-is-good-enough dad that I once gave up upon. Because life would have been so much better with his company.

And I miss him dearly.

狼蹤乍現

小時後聽到狼來了的故事, 就知道狼不是好惹的動物。可是長這麼大, 野狼125看過不少(最出風頭的應該是海角七號裡面, 被硬包成綠烏龜、阿嘉跨下那隻... 呵呵), 說到真的野狼, 卻是情深緣淺。昨天中午左右, 一場野火請來了消防隊, 也驚動了附近的動物。


走出公司大門的時候, 她就在路旁的山坡上, 輕步地走著、緩緩的遠離火場。



回眸遠目狀。


還是趕緊回家吧, 一家老小還等著吃飯呢。


回家以後Wiki 了一下, 她應該是隻 Coyote (就是在卡通裡面鬼點子超多, 又常常被嗶嗶鳥欺負的那隻)。與她兇猛的近親灰狼不同, 他們相當程度的適應與人類共處。有興趣的觀眾參考這裡。